ATHLETICS "Why Aren't I Home"
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Why Aren't I Home?
04:03
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Well I'm lost again, as my world finds it's end. No safe place to exist, but to pretend we never did.
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Am I a ghost or are you walking through my knowingly? I'm only asking so I can be all knowing on my own, and free of wondering what all of us could be. Am I alone, or are you searching for my face? Without a name, without a place to call my own. I'm fading into space, where I'll be lost before the day is gone. Bring me back before I'm gone. I've been standing right here all along. Bring me back before I've gone away.
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Fairview
03:37
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Instrumental
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Jordan
04:42
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Living like animals with no real shame. Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. My body speaks to me and I understand. It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, or spending money to cover up a mistake. Like running fast but always taking long breaks. Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. I want to see the best version of me. The me that I know is not my friend at all. A man can trust himself to spend his life away. Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. A drink can trust a man to have another sip. A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. Like reading half and never open it again. Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. How I feel about the way God taunts. The same is the way I give my body what it wants. I want to see the way I want to see. I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all. I'm dead to me. I'm just a body. Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
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Speaking For Everyone
02:57
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Take my heart. Take everything, and throw it in the well. Even the surface holds no safety. So when the sun fails to rise in the East, I won't see anything that I need. Have mercy on everything but me.
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I Am Withdrawal
05:15
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My body's aching for a fix and you're the only one who knows how to make me feel alive. I could just die right now, and I'd be alright. My head's in the clouds. We're falling faster to the ground, and the impacts we make will light up the sky tonight. Fall into the sea. Bring me to my knees.
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Lullaby
02:26
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So when the shadows in the dark climb through the window to your room, I hope you hear their final steps. I hope they take you to me soon. And when you climb into your bed and pull the sheets over your eyes, I hope my voice is in your head. I hope you've said all your goodbyes.
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August
05:05
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Found my answer to it all. When your blood boils, mine thaws. Waking up became just another chore for me. You're the sun between my blinds, the morning light I need. But still I need the will to see, you're light light surrounding me. So run until you fall or find your answer to it all. Release your secrets kept, and resurrect the love that you have left. As long as the clouds keep covering up the sun on cloudy days, as long as the sun keeps burning me my love, anyway, I'll be there. I live in reverse, this life that I intend. I'll break until I bend, I'll fall until I stand.
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It's Night, It's Enough
04:26
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So what's the point of sleep? I live in mountains and the sea, where love can't follow me. And I've seen enough to haunt my dreams. You haunt my dreams.
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Affliction
01:49
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Instrumental
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The Cost Of Living
06:54
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We're getting older, and yesterday is catching up to our plans of getting out of this alive. We're all alone here with nowhere left to hide. I've never been so scared to breathe and open up my eyes. A new day is breaking off the mold. Our bodies left us hours ago. The second hand takes first again. My fingers, too late to grab ahold of what's ahead, and my feet are dragging far behind. My lungs are bleeding. Without their help, I'm bound to die. The air is much too thin. My will is too weak to survive. Where the fuck are we going? Why aren't we home? This coast is a graveyard. We have nowhere to go. I've been sleeping in interludes synched up to the rain, that is plaguing this Summer, that is causing this pain. To the North is a light, to the West there is hope. We are drowning in debts. We're in need of a rope to hold onto or fit to our necks. My will is dead.
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