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Alchemy
03:47
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Those defining moments, the ones you'll never forget. Like a bitter cold day, you can't think yourself warm. I wish I never knew my worst fears were all true. Phrased so innocently. Right then, right then. Right then, you proved you never cared. Took some time to admit to me. Right then, right then. Right then you proved you never cared. We tried so long to mend it, you can't change a person. Like alchemists, we tried the impossible. I wish I never knew my worst fears were all true. Phrased so innocently. Right then, right then. Right then, you proved you never cared. Took some time to admit to me. Right then, right then. Right then you proved you never cared
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Process Of Molting
03:16
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I don't know who you are I only know who you were. We have changed. What we had, will always be there. At least in memory. We have a choice, we can let it run us into ground. Or pick up and start again. I choose to stand stronger and learn from my mistakes. Live for the moments when I can release. For me its therapy. If you ever need it you'll have a friend in me. A friend in me
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303
04:15
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If we go with what we think feels right, if gut instinct proves true. If we run with this, if we take the chance. If we try for something new. If anybody's got my heart it's you. Right there hiding in the shadows, you had your hood drawn tight. Too shy, or too scared to come out, you kept yourself inside. The next time you let a little bit out, enough to catch my eye. Best friend who left to find himself, ended up in your hometown. The winter's snow into the spring's new growth. The spring's new growth into a summer on the phone
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Ammonia
03:40
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Let's take this chance. Let's forget about all we've learned. We'll learn to live like we used to when we were young. Extinction, extinction of the mind. Free will, the thing that used to bind us. Bind us together with open minds. No preconceptions, just desire to live and learn on our own. We'll try. Let's fill the tank. Let's run this block into the ground. We'll live harder lives, at least we'll never forget them. Just because we've tried once over. Doesn't mean we can't start over
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Volatile
03:55
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This is an excerpt from my journal. Words run in circles as blood boils. Dancing around my defensive decoy. It's an example of how I can never let things go. That's not the way it was supposed to be. I tried to see their thought. My eyes can open shut. It's obvious now how the pattern repeats. I need to fight my impulse. Keep sight of what might help us. If it takes a man to admit he's wrong. Then I am ready to take that step. To take a risk and not look back
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Albatross
03:09
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Tired song of love and loss. You're back but with an albatross. Growing closer makes more to lose. Time apart is a coward's refuge. Don't always like my point of view. Had a tough time seeing it through. But with you "that much further west." We're better off I guess. It's time to prepare myself for the end. Cause you won't come back. And you won't look back this year. It's time to make our last amends. Cause we won't have time. And we won't forget what we said
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Cover The Tracks
03:09
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When you aren't alone. You can't admit there's more. To this relationship. Thoughts untold the truth unfolds. Words that you'd never think you'd hear. Cover the tracks none of it is fact. Whispered words (that) were never really said. We swore we'd learned ourselves a lesson. We swore we'd never go through this again. Sometimes you can't deny the feeling. Sometimes you can't stand being called a friend. But when you aren't alone you can't. Admit there's more to this. Than just another relationship
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Beneath The Surface
04:24
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Searching for some peace of mind. Filling the gaps with things I find. But you aren't ever going to see my inner side. Find the truth to be deafening. Like the glass he smashed not feeling. But the blood won't bring her back to your side. Now I've messed it up again. Look for answers within my friends. But they aren't ever going to see my inner side. It's time to realize the answer is here. Beneath all the shit I've come to fear. But the answer won't surface this year. Just in your mind
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Winston Churchill
03:26
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Don't just stand there faking. Don't just stand there making like you're one of us. You can't just fit the part. You have to set yourself apart. The story of the rejected, the outcasts of everything thought right. Saw through their bullshit, questioned the ways taught fit. We wear these badges of heart forever inked in. Don't just stand there faking. Don't just stand there making like you're one of us. You can't just fit the part. You have to set yourself apart. Predict your actions, you fit the mold so well. Who could have thought that you'd choose that shell. Never thought you'd change like the rest out of your own will. Never thought you'd change like the rest now you always will
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Opening
04:42
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Ambition crumbles like the wintered Boston streets. Another day of rain, an empty promise repeats. Salt stained leather bound the soles of your feet. Amongst good company, a drink to empathy. Morning breaks and it's a brand new day. Growing outward like a plant in the shade. Hung over from the night, and my back isn't right today. But the sun brings back a feeling like the end of a long work day. Soil breaks, new life penetrates, and we move forward
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